Number Five_Vacation

Today is packing day! I'm so excited I will be heading to North Carolina sometime tomorrow morning and won't be back till July 3rd. Its going to be about a 15 hour car ride-- that I'm not looking forward to but we will be stopping at a hotel I believe tomorrow night and will arrive saturday :) I'm also exited to see my cousins again, my little 4 year old cousin Lauren is so freaking cute and is in love with Justin Beiber, Miley Cyrus's 'party in the USA' and Big Time Rush- she is a big dancer when it comes to them :) my other cousin is older but younger than me but she is fun to be around- she can bring the crazy fun side out of me sometimes- we defiantly have some awesome memories. Now this one person that left me for camp :( is coming home tomorrow ! I won't see him though until I get back. It's funny because I keep expecting to see him then don't, like at church last night I expected him to walk through the doors for rehearsal but of course he didn't but I was all right it didn't make me sad-  i guess I'm just expecting it and it's not that long apart- I'm not dying without him :)
Well see how 10 more days go ;) 
Now I'm heading to Yogurtland with one of my best friends - best place ever and this break with him is good because I got to hang with her even though I don't think I isolate from my other friends because of him so it's good :) and me and her have been hanging out all day and catching up on stuff - I've missed her :) 
Last night is like a whole other story but I'll make it short... I was very distracted in church, I don't know why and it wasn't like one thing on my mind- it was everything! Very frustrating. I tried not to be emo about it and be depressed but i felt like i was losing my connection with God. But the guy I like called me and prayed with me and for me and then he read the bible with me since I have distracted with that too :/ I know, it's bad. I felt so much better after our (3 hour?) talk and my text with my awesome mentor :) it was a vent/ confession help thing :P  
~Staying Strong.