Number Eight_Update!

Its been awhile.. I give up on the update thing which is why I think I have been procrastinating - I dont feel like writing what has happened a few weeks ago so lets starts new! :D This week has been crazy! I have been working VBS all week, which is free camp for kids for a week- they get the chance to learn about Jesus. The week before was set up wee which is when we decorated the rooms we were using to the theme which was MARS: Meet A Risen Savior. It was so much fun but VERY tiring and a bit stressful. I feel bad too because I haven't been very nice to my friend. I have been mean and cranky :/ I think we worked things out though and its better now that we both got sleep, I hope....

Today is our 8 MONTHS!!! Its been so long I cant believe it! Through all the stuff we have been through and our friendship in the beginning - it's crazy to think we are still best friends 8 months later :') Not that we did it alone, God and mentors have helped us tremendously!!

I cant believe summer is almost over!! It is so sad to think it is my LAST year of high school! Not only that i found out i have a summer reading list and so now i have to finish it in like 2 weeks! Plus I still have to dual enroll at BC, so I have plenty to do. I have been procrastinating too much :( My mom brought up getting a job again, so today I spent my time searching but didn't really find anything online, I don't know what I would be good at but I'm scared to get a job.
I also have been slacking on my writing, i thought this summer I would really get into it again and I started to until I went away on vacation and then i guess it was just to much of a break for me and now I feel swamped and unmotivated for it. I also need to get started on someone's present but I don't think its gonna work out! I'm to un-creative. (which isn't a word but I don't care!) I feel its too late to start but we shall see! :/ He will probably read this and be sad- so I'm sorry!

Anyways, I found out I am in honors again at school! yay one good thing! - and i fixed the classes I want! now to just get BC classes and summer reading done and I will feel better.

Will try to not give up on this blog,
~Staying Strong.

Number Seven_Confuzzleing

Going crazy in my mind
but happy at the same time
mixed up or what?? :O

been so out of my writing mood and still need to update this- hopefully I will tonight or tomorrow but been doing VBS and been really tired at night now since I have to wake up at 8 am :) - will do my besttt :)

~Staying Strong.